"Violence isn't the answer. It's the question. The answer? Yes."
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my darkest confessions;; closed « Thread Started on Sept 18, 2008, 9:49pm »
[Private for Conner Rogue]
Swallowing hard to get rid of the lump in his throat, the seventeen year old boy shook his head, dark hair falling in a cascade and framing his pale face. It's okay, you're okay, he won't care, he told himself again and again, pacing the room and biting his lip, debating the best way to break the news to his best friend. 'Oh hi Conner, I'm a vampire.' This made him chuckle softly to himself, that was most likely the best way to do it. But he had to make this serious, because it was serious, and it was real. His best friend would probably think he was pulling one of his jokes again, as the two were always joking around with each other. You really had to look hard to find friends any closer than them. But then again, though he would trust Conner with his life, he didn't know whether to trust him with the secret. Granted, he knew that his best friend would never tell, but would things be different, a little more tense if Conner knew that he went out every night and drank blood? That would creep most people out. But he had to tell his friend. Somehow.
Just to make sure he didn't freak and back out, he decided that he needed some way to force himself into meeting with Conner and telling him. He took out his phone, flipped open the top, debating whether to call but instead chose text. It was impossible to hang up, that way.
Hey, Conner.
Just need to let you know a little something. It's serious, so if you don't mind I'd prefer if I could tell you in person. Keep in mind that whatever I say to you tonight is not a joke unless I tell you it is, alright? Meet you in the dungeons.
Alexandre
His text messages were never that serious, so Conner would probably think something bad had happened the minute he read it. Sighing, Alexandre pulled his All Time Low hoodie over his head, already wearing black jeans and a plain red shirt, then left. He made his way quick as possible down into the dungeons and leaned against a wall to wait for his friend.
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #1 on Sept 19, 2008, 8:59am »
The seventeen year old was stretched out on the huge bed, all he was wearing was a pair of socks and his blak pajama pants. His phone ent off and it scare dhim, it sent him flying off the bed onto the cold floor."NO!! Its cold!"He yelled as he scurried to his feet and hear All Time Low and thought for a minute."Hmmmm..All Time Lwo, ATL, ATL......ALEX!"He yelled as he scurried through his clothes and found his phone quickly flipping it open and reading the txt message.
"Oh god, I was sleepign good, but hmmmm this sounds pretty serious."He murmured to himself as he through on a old black Good Charlette shirt and put on his Green day beanie and slipped on some Vans he didnt even see which ones.
He made it out half way to the dungeons and stopped at the mirror."You know, for someone who just through some stuff on, you look pretty damn good."He murmured talking to himself as he stepped into the cold dungeaon shivering lightly then quickly got over it.
"Oooohhh Spooookyyyy."He said with one of his little hardcore laughs that sent every girl at his feet. "Alex......."He paused looking around."Alexandre Blackthorn."He said in a dark and spooky voice."Alex If you dont Answer me then its over.."He said in a girly voice as he stopped and looked around for his friend.
"Violence isn't the answer. It's the question. The answer? Yes."
Joined: Aug 2008 Gender: Male Posts: 188 Karma: 8
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #2 on Sept 19, 2008, 12:49pm »
He of course knew that Conner was near before Conner could possibly know he was in the area, his sharp hearing had picked up his friends footsteps even before the scent washed over him. He waited patiently for his friend, just allowing him to go slow as he wanted because Alexandre truthfully had no idea how he was going to say this to his best friend. He was usually fearless with his words, saying whatever he wanted whenever, and not really caring who thought, said or did what. This attitude often landed him in jail, or in the very least detention. This was the personality that gave him the reputation of a guy that everyone feared, because they knew when he threatened you, if he felt like hurting you, he would. He was just that type, he had never been the nicest of people. He rolled his eyes slightly at his friends words, but unlike usual, he didn't laugh. However a small, amused smile touched his lips as he turned toward Conner, flipping his dark hair from his eyes.
"Conner," he sighed, shaking his head slightly. "I know this isn't how I usually act, but I am honestly being dead serious with you right now." Ha, dead serious. What a word choice, because technically, in the mortal world Alexandre was either the walking dead, or walking miracle. His heart didn't beat, and his skin was ice cold to the touch. Which was why he usually didn't touch people unless he absolutely had to. Now, how to tell his best friend this? Best to just blurt it out, but he'd ask a little question first. "Hey Conner, before I tell you, just wondering - do you believe in all that shit like vampires and werewolves?"
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #3 on Sept 19, 2008, 1:09pm »
[center]Conner's smrik dropped when he noticed his friend didnt laugh at him being an idiot, his smile then came back when he noticed the amused smile that touched his lips. It was usual for Alex to turn to him and flip his black hair, but he usually was so jokin hardly ever serious. Conner's brows furrowed lightly, this was kind of worring him to an extent.
He noticed that Alex had kinda wondered deep in thought. What is he thinking, did I do something wrong, Is our friendship over?He thought as a awkward and scarred smirk crossed his face.Wow, Im a fire student, we're hardly ever scared but this, this.He was soon awakened from his thoughts as his friend asked the question.
"Yeah kinda but only to an extent."Conner said as he stood kind of awkardly to the side cinda slumped to his right.Where is this going?He thought as his face kinda looked confused.
"Violence isn't the answer. It's the question. The answer? Yes."
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Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #4 on Sept 19, 2008, 1:22pm »
He noticed the sort of worried look his friend got to him, it wasn't something everyone would notice but Alexandre knew his best friend almost as well as he knew himself, so the two could almost always tell when the other was feeling any sort of emotion, even if it wasn't obvious and strong. And it was obvious that Alexandre was feeling nervous and uncertain right now, so he wondered what kind of thoughts could be running through Conner's head right now. Did he notice? Alex figured that he would, after all it was pretty obvious by the tense way in which he moved, and the uncertainty in his gaze, that the vampire wasn't eager to reveal his secret. Best friends deserve to know though, so he was going to tell Conner if it killed him. And he hoped it wouldn't end their friendship, because that would just suck.
"Okay," he said with a sigh. "So technically, you do somewhat. Fuck, this doesn't make things any easier. I thought it would and god I'm rambling I should just come right out and say it but dude I know this is stupid and I shouldn't be afraid to tell you this but I am and I don't think I can but I have to and urghhh...." He said this very quickly and in one long sentence. He bit his lip, then thought I'm just going to have to come right out and say it...
He took a deep breath. "Okay, okay... fuck it. I'm a vampire! Damn that was hard!" He swallowed nervously and waited for his reaction. "I-I should have told you," he said nervously. 'I know I should have but I was worried about what you would think and... and..." he trailed off frantically.
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #5 on Sept 19, 2008, 1:31pm »
Conner nodded his head to what Alex was saying, He could tell by his voice he was nervous but by what?, Conner's head froze and his eyes trailed up to Alex when he said he was a vampire and then he took in a deep breath and approached his friend like he always would. He took one finger and lifted up Alexandre's top lip and poked at his teeth gently and then moved back and examined him, he then moved up once more and lifted his top lip once again and examined hit teeth, poking at them occasionally then he took a step back and let out a dramatic sigh with a sad look on his face.
"Now, that confession wasn't so hard...and just to let you know were friends and I dint care what you are."He said with a smirk. He then walked beside Alex and threw a arm around his neck and smirked laughing."Bro's before Hoe's...or on this occasion..Bro's before Species."Conner said letting out a roar of laughter hugging his friend tightly."Oh and your skin is freezing, and I wondered why you were so pale."Conner said as he looked at his own arms and then hide them because he wasn't so tan either.
"Violence isn't the answer. It's the question. The answer? Yes."
Joined: Aug 2008 Gender: Male Posts: 188 Karma: 8
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #6 on Sept 19, 2008, 1:43pm »
Alexandre stayed completely still and tense while his friend touched him, unsure of what to make of things. Was Conner implying that he thought Alex was joking, was he checking to see if his fangs were real? That was the most likely explanation. His breathing was slow and shallow, like someone who was dying except for the fact that he was dead already. Knowing that you were dead was an extremely weird feeling at first, because you could still move and eat - though it didn't help the hunger/thirst - and sleep, but you were freezing cold and you had fangs. It had taken Alexandre quite a while to get used to the fact that he was fast and strong, and even still he was always accidentally crushing things with his hand with a tap that would hardly do much damage if he were human. Like his poor alarm clock, which was a whirring mess on his bedside table now.
Alexandre relaxed and joined in with his friends laughter when he said 'bros before species', relieved that Conner was still going to be his friend. He returned the hug enthusiastically, but he remember not to squeeze his friend, else that was bound to break a few of his ribs, and maybe his spine. That was another thing that made the strength of a vampire unnerving to him. "Man, you're the best!" he said genuinely. "And yeah I know I'm freezing," he laughed. "Technically I'm dead. Weird, huh?" He laughed when Conner tried to hide his pale skin. "I'll warn you if I ever think you need to worry about that," he joked.
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #7 on Sept 19, 2008, 3:10pm »
Conner laughed as Alex returned the hug."Dude, I KNOW I'm the best."Conner said with a slight snicker. Conner nodded and laughed at the dead remark."Yess...Very."He said breaking off in a laugh at the end.
Conner smirked as him and Alex talked, he would have never guessed that he was friends with a vampire....Wow thats just crazy....Conner had so many thoughts that were good racing through his head as he watched Alex with every move examining him lightly.
Conner and Alex were best friends, nothing could keep him from hating his friend ever, even if his friend was a vampire.
"Violence isn't the answer. It's the question. The answer? Yes."
Joined: Aug 2008 Gender: Male Posts: 188 Karma: 8
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #8 on Sept 19, 2008, 3:42pm »
Alexandre was grinning now, ecstatic and relieved that he still had his best friend despite the conditions. He honestly didn't know what he would do without Conner, probably go insane with boredom, the guy was so fun to be around. One thing about Alexandre; he looked completely and totally dark and evil, almost demonic, until he smiled. His entire face lit up and he looked like any other happy teenager, just with black hair, make-up, and vampire pale skin. So, almost like any other teenaged kid. "Dude, watch this," he said, dying to show off some of the things he'd learned ever since he was turned. He walked calmly down to the other end of the long, hallway, motioning for Conner to wait, then turned around and went full speed back to where he had been before, which took only around a second or two. "Isn't that awesome?"
He was in a really good mood now, all anxiety gone as he hung out with his best friend. "I'm really strong too, but believe me that's one thing you don't want a demonstration of." He grinned. "It's surprising how wrong all those legends and stories you hear about vampires are... like, seriously." He paused, then laughed and asked. "So, how does it feel to know you've been running around with a vampire every day for the past few months? I know we've known each other longer than that, but I didn't get... 'attacked' until a few months ago. I'm still getting used to it and all."
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #9 on Sept 19, 2008, 5:34pm »
Conner smiled as he saw his friends face light up, he then waited as he watched his friend fast to him, he took a step back eyes widened."DAMN!"He yelled playfully as he walked back up to Alex and caught him in a head lock and rustled his friends hair.
He then heard of the strength and still held his friends head in his arms."I guess your right."He laughed lightly as he let his head go and pushed him back softly.
"Well.."He began."I think It was awesome, but it still felt like I was hanging with the natural bad ass best friend human boy, and that wont change."Conner said as he playfully tackled his friend and softly punched him in the arm hopping up."I'm hungry, I say we steal some food from the Teachers lounge."
"Violence isn't the answer. It's the question. The answer? Yes."
Joined: Aug 2008 Gender: Male Posts: 188 Karma: 8
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #10 on Sept 21, 2008, 4:53am »
Alexandre laughed as he watched Conner's eyes widen, then let out a gasp of protest when Conner grabbed him, which quickly turned into a laugh as his friend ruffled his hair; he'd just been wondering what he'd been going to do before. He playfully spun around and returned the favour, gently - so he didn't strangle his friend - headlocking him and giving him a light noogie. He grinned and played aroiund with his lip ring using his tongue as he watched his friend, happy now.
He laughed even harder when Conner said that hanging out with a vampire was just like hanging out with the bad ass human Alexandre, and he shot his friend an impish grin, his pale face lighting up with a playful glance. He was like a little kid around his best friend, neither of them were happy just acting their age, they were content to be idiots 24/7 - but that didn't mean they couldn't be serious if they wanted to. They just hardly ever wanted to. He shook his head softly at his friends suggestion to steal food from the teachers lounge. "Human food; I ate at lunch. I need a different kind of thing, if you get my point. It's best if I hunt away from friends, because things can get rather dangerous. When I have better control over my... 'powers'-" he made air quotations "- then maybe I can show you how I hunt?" He grinned. "It's a good way to pick off your enemies and put them to good use. He laughed. "So I'd better go; I'll see you in the dorm later."
Talking about his thist had only made it worse, and he shuddered delicately, jerking his hand in a wave before he turned and left.
[Since the initial point of the thread was over, I decided to just end it. I'll let you make your final post, and then I'll lock this]
Re: my darkest confessions;; private « Reply #11 on Sept 21, 2008, 10:43am »
[[Okay ^^]]
Conner laughed and gasped as he was brought down into a noogie, and let out a light chuckle when he was let go, he quickly fixed his hair and sighed as his friend turned down the offer to steal food and then smirked when he said he would rather hunt.
His grin grew wide when Alex said maybe one day he would show him, andhe nodded and then let out a playful growl." You better."He said as his friend begin to leave he waved back as he made his way to the techers lounge to steal him some food and then quickly left the dungeon.